40 weeks, 4 days

I had my final dr. appt yesterday afternoon. After getting checked, the dr. decided to schedule me to be induced the next day at 7am.

That's only 3 hours away. It's 4am and I'm completely terrified. It might be one of the scariest feelings I've ever had. So here I am, awake, crying, and sitting next to my dog and cat on the living room couch in the still of the night.

I hope everything goes well tomorrow; all I can think about is everything that can go wrong.

The good thing is that very soon I will get to hold him. That is what I am trying to focus on...